Ssh..

I'm good, I really am..I'm alive..I'm finally alive..this is my happy..a quiet feeling of calm..it's nothing special to anyone else..quite ordinary..maybe all that misery is worth it if it makes you appreciate, value, small details, the ordinary, the simple things..my biggest fear now is my life returning to what it was. I couldn't bear that level of anxiety and misery again..I just couldn't..happy thoughts..happy..